I have so much to do, and I dont yet have the time to organize them all and frankly, i have not yet been inspired to actually change the layout of my little site (and a lot of this has to do with me forgetting HTML and then my lack of knowledge of CSS). So until then here are some ideas.

1. Project: Overhaul 4.0 will be put on hold until I have come up with a better plan. It shall be renamed Project: Overhaul 4.1 due to the fact that it's a major change from what has been stated in the current project.

2. Since I'm such a camwhore, I'll also try to put up a section for photoblogging. I think that it's a great idea. But so that people wont start getting sick of seeing my face the whole time, I would be putting stuff there that's not only me, but other topics as well. With that in mind, I need to have a digicam and a working pc. hahahaha

--update: got my new pc!

3. Serious life routine changes need to take effect immediately.

4. I also need to get the following ASAP
- The Book of Answers
- an altar

5. I also have to learn how to budget my time. Recently, I think that I have been spreading myself too thin for so-so reasons. I think that I need to do something more worthy of my time.

6. New dog.

Again, while Project: Overhaul 4.0 is on hold, this will be the main enrty that you would see (at least here in this site) for these things will be my main focus for the coming months.

linking...too tired to type. sorry folks. click here to see it. (^^)

linking...too tired to type. sorry folks. click here to see it. (^^)

I knew I was forgetting something. Hahaha!

I've got updates for the following:

• work
• life
• friends
• tech
• budget
• travel

Full Scale War. 

Okay, may be not at that level. But we are now officially at war. Too much has happened that I no longer want to type it all up here, but I'm of the position that I did not do anything wrong here. The person that I confided in, while his friend too, is *my* boyfriend. I have every right to say what's in my head to my partner. And take note that I was being objective in what I said. Hindi ko sya siniraan. 

What would I gain from badmouthing him to everyone? What kind of a friend does that to his *best* friend?

I dont know what's going on in that small head of his, but at this point I no longer care. I've spent too much time trying to understand him. Enough is enough. 

So i finally found the nerve to stay away from his ex. Just to be on the safe side. We're on an uneasy truce. I'm beginning to think that we shouldnt have made peace at all. Truth be told, I am not hanging out with his ex to piss him off. We (the ex and I) are friends and that's why we hang out. We couldn't invite him because he's busy with his "newfound love". He's such an idiot. What I ever saw in him, I'll never know.

Anyway, there's this new boy I'm seeing and I think we're hitting it off pretty well. He likes me. I like him. And now here he comes swooping the boy from me. DONT YOU ALREADY HAVE ONE?! I just broke up with my lame excuse of a boyfriend. I dont think we can even be called that. He has something steady. 

I'm threatened. Yes, and you know why? Because he's all the things I'm not. He's got a better body, he's got money (not liquid but still), and he's got the moves. I have just half of each. And I am yelling at myself everyday to try to be the better person for myself. I've just gotten it and now here he comes making me feel useless. 

It still depends on the new guy as to who he will pick. But I'm pissed. I know that I have no right to be jealous, but what would he feel if I made the moves on his boy? I *explicitly* said that I liked his guy and he moved in for the kill and they're an item now. And now you're moving in on mine? Maybe I should pretend to like someone else and maybe you'll move in on that too and loosen your grip on this one. I really like this one.

SO LEAVE HIM THE FUCK ALONE!

So I think I joined the bandwagon of Mac users. I just got myself a macbook (the 2009 white model) and I'm beginning to love it. Of course the newer macs are more powerful, but then again, who can afford those things? My aunt just gave this to me so who am I to complain.

So let's do a round of updates:

• my mac's name is Asval
• I'm heading to Coron, Palawan on Sunday morning for a well-deserved vacation
• my quarrel with my best friend has been resolved. We're okay now. Or at least that's what it looks like and I'm not complaining. it could be better but I guess that'll have to take a bit of time.
• i'm trying to scout for a breeder still. i havent seen any husky that i really like.

Or maybe I didn't really lose him because I never really had him. I was just a tool. A means to an end. An alliance of convenience. I was never really his best friend. It was a title that placed on us, but it wasn't really mutual.

Today, I will swallow my pride and make peace. But this is the only chance he gets. If I get turned down, then it will be forever.

I have stooped to low for people to be able to reach me. Never again.

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