Minor Updates
Burned at 09:32 AM

Well, at least *some* updates.

First off, I would like to say sorry to this website because I have totally ignored it in the past few months (counting 5 months since my last real login, I think.) I've been busy with a myriad of different things and between keeping my sanity and the house, it has really been a whirlwind of shit coming in from all directions

Not that this time around is a breather, but I finally just found a few moments to spare and share (if you are a fan of this page, which is probably not the case). I think, to be honest, I am typing/writing here because I know that no one reads this anymore and that everyone else is busy with facebook or multiply or twitter or plurk.

Now on to the juicy stuff.

Life isnt all that great, in fact it's been so low that I'm hoping that the old adage, when you're all the way down, have hope because there's nowhere else to go but up, applies to me. In all aspects I would say.

Project: Overhaul has proven to be effective, but it still needs a little change here and there, and again, the main problem is time and execution. I am giving this more thought and expanding the project in other aspects to complete the "overhaul". I've also received feedback from some folks saying a variety of things. A good thing, but I want to drive them to a common reaction.

I've also had a little action when it comes to love life, take note, it's literally just a little and some action. I have learned a lot from those encounters both good and (mostly) bad. I think I've grown up a little more now. If I could only go into another relationship, then that would be great. But I dont think I can take a repeat incident of that, so that's why I'm mainly redirecting my focus to the Project and to my career.

If you would recall, about 4 years ago, I had a dream. I think that circumstances are forcing me into fulfilling that dream. Not that I dont want that to happen, it's just that its another adjustment and I'm horrible at that. But it is a welcome change. Like they said, there's no other way but go up so I guess it'll be a good move for me. I've also been thinking that it might not just be a good move for my career but overall. I'm still listing down the cons of it, but all the pros way out weigh the cons. An indication that the only reason I'm not pursuing it is because I am afraid.

REJECTION. A word a lot of people hate. And it's not just love life. When it comes to everything else, it becomes reaaally frustrating. Well, it's one thing I share in common with a lot of different people. Anyway, all this---since the start---has been a really good learning experience (although one that I wont repeat) and I have finally seen where this is going. I know what to do, and slowly but surely, even with this....uh....handicap, I will finally break through and be happy with my life.

i'm reading...Nothing
i'm listening to...Vertical Horizon - Best I Ever Had
Currently feeling...tired
On Screen...my life pass me by. again.

wanna burn some?